December 2011
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This is what I documented today: →
istillmisssomeone:
It’s just a new phone. It’s not a big deal.
When I bought the thing two and a half years ago, I knew that one day it would need replacing or that I would indulge in an upgrade.
This is the phone I bought about seven months before my Mom passed away. No, I don’t have sentimental attachment to the…
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I cannot put my finger on what it is that I want, exactly. An absolute seems out of reach, or maybe unnecessary.
I can be sure that this isn’t it.
I need a change. Badly.
If I don’t find a new job, or decide to go back to school … I’ll fade away. I just know it.
As they say, a flower wilts without sunshine. I’ve been in winter for two long years.
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I love the individuals who have stuck by me.
It’s a hard job, and you chose to do it.
“Everybody has a secret world inside of them. All of the people of the world, I...”
– Neil Gaiman (via ultrapearl)
I love Neil Gaiman. I’m sad it took me 24 years to find him.
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I need two things:
1.) For someone, outside of the Ginge, to believe in me.
2.) For my neighbor two doors down to quiet down her party guests: I’m two houses down and can hear EVERYTHING! (plus, I have to work at 8:30 a.m.)
“Sometimes I can hear my bones straining under the weight of all the lives I’m not living.”
- Jonathan Safran Foer
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writer’s block > me
it took two hours, but i kicked its ass!
out-of-the-blue writing assignments* will do that to me, though. they are strange creatures.
*writing someone’s work bio. though simple in theory, i felt a lot of pressure. this person works for a NOTABLE company.
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"It's like those people who brag about being...
Yea, no one likes a braggart. Whether it’s about being tall, beautiful or having money.
Nobody likes it.
In other news, nothing beats coming home from a photo shoot and noticing that two of the buttons on my shirt were open. Unless my Rapunzel hair was covering it up, three older people and one dog saw my bra. Cool.
My life right now: →
istillmisssomeone:
Besides the fact that losing my Mom also meant losing my “Dad,” friend, confidant, etc and all of the obvious things you can tally when you think about losing a loved one, if I had known what kind of familial drama I was going to have to deal with, I would have just moved a million miles away …
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